Day 26: Wonderful Day

After going through a night of pity and depression. I've finally learned a big lesson and the blessing from this is what happen today.

Went to an appointment, didn't get a call back with one and just kept building. Met Jason Neudecker and family. We had a wonderful time at the Cheese Cake factory. Thank you for a wonderful time.

Now it's time to get my work on because it's time, INDUSTRY WISE...

Dramatic baby called me today and stated not to call her anymore ever again. She did tell me stop texting her. I have all over her hateful texts saved to my phone. She stated to me that I am the father but I will not have nothing to do with the child's life. I asked her what got her to this point. She states to me that I hung up on her. Well I hung up because she stated that I was making her more mad when she is aggravated already. So I hung up because I didn't want drama or to be blamed. Two days later, our SON is born and she's treating me like shit. We have little history, dating for only two months back in the beginning of 09 April and May, well fell apart in June.

Well Feb is amongst and I totally lagged ass on the Writing of this pilot in January and will do better. I will hit starbucks and get my write on. I need a better laptop. I need a laptop with internet capabilities.

I am still single and semi loving it.

I thanks you all again...

I am glad I over came a super depression state, first of 010 and hope the last. I usually go through a few spurts a year...

TO BE HONEST:

I can't stand my last baby mama for this stunt she's pulling and I need to get on Maury. I wanted to get back with Denise my 8 year old son's mother. But she play too many mind games back and forth with me. So I leave it alone. I was kind of really wanting Brooklyn Carter sorry for not keep pursuing. I still like you as a friend. I had a crush on Malissa Olive Janelle forever, I just keep it professional now. Stacia has a strong chance if she just understand me... Dee, you are like me in the mirror, a writing phenom that will have PEACE and HARMONY constantly, just open your arms and embrace... I called Trianna the other day in curiosity of convo and horny too, lol, to no avail, she didn't answer and thats good in a way because I feel unwanted drama can arise from that. I haven't had sex in a long time and this drought is rough, FOCUS!!!

I am a one woman's man. I don't play games and I'm devoted to YOU. I will cook for you breakfast in bed once defeated intimately the night before. I will bathe you, ease your mind. Communicate through trying times. We'll splurge at our leisure talking about where we wine and dine. I will make love to you is like Quality LOVE MAKING in my prime...


Thanks for reading... Got to go to bed, get ready for another day.

And my daily 8 am conference call...