Day 25: Guidance, LowLights

Today has been full of ups and down. Ok, I had five appointments. Two were solid leads and the other three were simply bull shit. Listen, this job is cool and all about again, I'm doing what it takes and don't LOVE what I'm doing?

Well, I don't have much to say. Not going to give out negative energy to pull your good moods down.

Everyone keep referencing me to TYLER PERRY! I pray to be on that level but stuck wallowing in this MUCK.

Again, I am not going to speak on the negatives in my life right now just touch on key LOW LIGHTS of life...

Thank you all for the mental support. Love you all.

Just needing Guidance to stay afloat.

Thanks, Terri middleton anyway... I'm not mad...

THE LOW LIGHTS: (opposite of highlights)

I am in financial turmoil.
No food,
no gas to finish my appointment routes this week,
no clothes,
living on the couch with my roommates
Lonely
Driving a car that is on the verge of Repossession
Working as a salesman commission
Have a new baby (don't know if He's mine because his mother is playing the: You broke, you can't take care of my kids, you hardly take care your other kids, GAME with me.)
bumming food, until I get paid.

Maybe my adversary is right about me, I am a good for nothing ass nigga. Maybe my life is meant to be what the adversary depicts me to be and all the negative stuff THEY throw at me. It sticks! How can I over come this?

I am a good man, I came to Cali for one reason, SUCCESS.

Have faith in God Stacia and Alesia says.



SPECIAL THANKS:

Patrick Mumba

E'a Williams

Trisha Leydin

Tish Murray

Sonjia Murphy

Samantha Watson

Valerie Banks

Joel Parrish

Ayanna Vines

Alesia Simmons

Stacia Holmes

Cole Hansberry

Estefina Rojas

Johnnie Hayes Calloway

Stephanie Jordan

Thank you all for uplifting support...

LOVE YOU ALL...


My break will come or working to get there, will break me...

I am at the edge...

I know PUT GOD first...