Day 31: In Development

Linked up with Touri Group Entertainment and shooting a short film Frield Dreams.

Emile Touri is Director

I am Executive Producer and writer

In association with In Motion Filmz and Crossing Path Entertainment

Casting update and auditions coming soon.

Today has been cool for the last day of January.

Met Rayyah today, she spent the night over at the crib. Thanks for breakfast.

And now it's time to shoot this short and get all of the other shorts ready right after. It will be a sure dosey indeed.

I'm cleaning house of fake friends.

Frield Dream being shot in LA by the summer... If all goes well

https://www.nowcasting.com/nowcasting.php > Casting for Frield Dreams... Check it out for all my up coming actor friends.

Day 29: I will

I will bring my scripts to life, I will over come these plights, I will stand up to non sense I fight, I will live up to the hype, not like the ones in that toot on pipes, I keep it real what I write, I will, I will X's 8...

I will grow up from financially, I will take it easy with jealousy, I will stop being inconsiderate and mean. I will be the light that shine bright on the scene. I will share my castle, heart, and life with a queen. I will, I will... X's 8...

I will please her from head to feet, I will cook breakfast for her, spend with time her so unique, I will intimately take her sensually to her peak, I will give her, you time as much as she want in a week, I will, yeah I said it I will... I will, I will X's 8...

I will pay my bills, I will have a house possibly in the hills, I will show the haters why I didn't overdose on pills, I will promise to my queen I won't play the field... All this said cuz I am a King driven for greatness!!! I will, I will,

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4X's


I will be a stronger man, dear momma I'm sorry for not living up to the plan, I can at 39, I will love my children so divine, I pray for three more to make it to 9, of course I will have a lot of zeros behind a high number in a account of mine. I will, I will... 14X's


Dino Wells

Now Aka

John Hobbs

Day 28: Will I

I originally wrote this in my facebook note. Gained a nice buzz, so I will blog this. This day is as always a struggle.

Will I ever have a day of no stress, will I overcome adversity without feeling like being in a box, casually dressed, will I ever see the tip of success, will I change the channel to the problems addressed, will I ever have a true queen who respect me through this mess, will I ever have my children in my life,
will I... Will I...X's 8

Will I ever be the man that I want to be, suppose to be, the one that wants to bend to a knee for a queen.
Will I have my own crib, will I ever have substancial earnings to live, will I see my dreams come true so I can give back to who sought me through these times... Will I live life with people respecting my grind, this is the sole reason for this rhyme.

Will I... Will I...X's 8, yeah!

Will I ever see my moms again, will I have a true girlfriend, that will respect me,lil dick and all, will my dick grow long when it's soft, will I be the light of the scene, will I release my anger and scream... Will I break bread with the best, will I lose this spirit control of darkness,further more passing the test. Never the less, I will remain humble being me...

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Will I rely on a reply for me being in demand, for scripts I supply! Will I die, being broke, can't cope with the battles like dad back in the days get high doing dope! Will I be a brother in my siblings eyes, will I give back to my people in Chi! Will I get to produce trying times, a story i wrote with more in mind. Will I love again, will I stop smoking weed, depends. Will I ever take heed of what my old coach told me, will I will I....

Day 27: What I need and I want...

Today I woke up less motivated... I was semi hype. I can't let Lack of gas get me down. I need more income, more to take care of the NEEDS and WANTS. This is a day that I focus and battles to keep on keeping on.

Today cold leads were merely discouraging, life as a salesman. I spoke with a few owners, built a rapport and get smacked in the face with their sob stories.

My newest Son mom called me texted me today with an Ultimatum stating I should give up my fathers rights by signing them away or get hit with Child Support. (hmmmm, this is silly)

Chilled with Jason and Family for a bit. Industry energy, I need that. Tired of slacking, I am the blame.

Congrats to Joe Andaloro for your RED CARPET glory as a interviewer.

Once I get on Maury and Expose this girl for the negativity and foolishness she brings, I hope the law will pass as a law making it a felony for mothers to deliberately treat fathers like shit when it comes to the Child. As well as a Felony for fathers who deliberately DO NOT take care of their children. I am a FORCED deadbeat dad. The Epitome of what is the hard knocks of having multiple children by different women.

It's not hard to know who I am or learn me. I am cooler than a fan.

WHAT I NEED OR WANT IS...

A steady industry well paying gig

A woman who understand and respect me

A car, paid in full

Settle my debts

Be able to do for my children and be there for them

Being able to fly where I want, when I want

My own house

Have a personal trainer

To meet Jessie White

Sell a Script

Produce Trying Times

Produce The Millers

Produce Game of Inches

Get a table at a club once a month

Unconditional love

Find out if Destiny is mine

Find out if Ny'colle's child is mine, (this is messed up that I don't know his name because she wants to play games)

Praise

Give back to charity of my choice

Making more money

Enjoying family

Spiritual healing

Someone take me serious as a writer

All my children to know each other

An apology from Trianna and Ny'Colle

And building with my friends



Thank you haters...

Day 26: Wonderful Day

After going through a night of pity and depression. I've finally learned a big lesson and the blessing from this is what happen today.

Went to an appointment, didn't get a call back with one and just kept building. Met Jason Neudecker and family. We had a wonderful time at the Cheese Cake factory. Thank you for a wonderful time.

Now it's time to get my work on because it's time, INDUSTRY WISE...

Dramatic baby called me today and stated not to call her anymore ever again. She did tell me stop texting her. I have all over her hateful texts saved to my phone. She stated to me that I am the father but I will not have nothing to do with the child's life. I asked her what got her to this point. She states to me that I hung up on her. Well I hung up because she stated that I was making her more mad when she is aggravated already. So I hung up because I didn't want drama or to be blamed. Two days later, our SON is born and she's treating me like shit. We have little history, dating for only two months back in the beginning of 09 April and May, well fell apart in June.

Well Feb is amongst and I totally lagged ass on the Writing of this pilot in January and will do better. I will hit starbucks and get my write on. I need a better laptop. I need a laptop with internet capabilities.

I am still single and semi loving it.

I thanks you all again...

I am glad I over came a super depression state, first of 010 and hope the last. I usually go through a few spurts a year...

TO BE HONEST:

I can't stand my last baby mama for this stunt she's pulling and I need to get on Maury. I wanted to get back with Denise my 8 year old son's mother. But she play too many mind games back and forth with me. So I leave it alone. I was kind of really wanting Brooklyn Carter sorry for not keep pursuing. I still like you as a friend. I had a crush on Malissa Olive Janelle forever, I just keep it professional now. Stacia has a strong chance if she just understand me... Dee, you are like me in the mirror, a writing phenom that will have PEACE and HARMONY constantly, just open your arms and embrace... I called Trianna the other day in curiosity of convo and horny too, lol, to no avail, she didn't answer and thats good in a way because I feel unwanted drama can arise from that. I haven't had sex in a long time and this drought is rough, FOCUS!!!

I am a one woman's man. I don't play games and I'm devoted to YOU. I will cook for you breakfast in bed once defeated intimately the night before. I will bathe you, ease your mind. Communicate through trying times. We'll splurge at our leisure talking about where we wine and dine. I will make love to you is like Quality LOVE MAKING in my prime...


Thanks for reading... Got to go to bed, get ready for another day.

And my daily 8 am conference call...

Day 25: Guidance, LowLights

Today has been full of ups and down. Ok, I had five appointments. Two were solid leads and the other three were simply bull shit. Listen, this job is cool and all about again, I'm doing what it takes and don't LOVE what I'm doing?

Well, I don't have much to say. Not going to give out negative energy to pull your good moods down.

Everyone keep referencing me to TYLER PERRY! I pray to be on that level but stuck wallowing in this MUCK.

Again, I am not going to speak on the negatives in my life right now just touch on key LOW LIGHTS of life...

Thank you all for the mental support. Love you all.

Just needing Guidance to stay afloat.

Thanks, Terri middleton anyway... I'm not mad...

THE LOW LIGHTS: (opposite of highlights)

I am in financial turmoil.
No food,
no gas to finish my appointment routes this week,
no clothes,
living on the couch with my roommates
Lonely
Driving a car that is on the verge of Repossession
Working as a salesman commission
Have a new baby (don't know if He's mine because his mother is playing the: You broke, you can't take care of my kids, you hardly take care your other kids, GAME with me.)
bumming food, until I get paid.

Maybe my adversary is right about me, I am a good for nothing ass nigga. Maybe my life is meant to be what the adversary depicts me to be and all the negative stuff THEY throw at me. It sticks! How can I over come this?

I am a good man, I came to Cali for one reason, SUCCESS.

Have faith in God Stacia and Alesia says.



SPECIAL THANKS:

Patrick Mumba

E'a Williams

Trisha Leydin

Tish Murray

Sonjia Murphy

Samantha Watson

Valerie Banks

Joel Parrish

Ayanna Vines

Alesia Simmons

Stacia Holmes

Cole Hansberry

Estefina Rojas

Johnnie Hayes Calloway

Stephanie Jordan

Thank you all for uplifting support...

LOVE YOU ALL...


My break will come or working to get there, will break me...

I am at the edge...

I know PUT GOD first...

DAY 24: What a day.

Championship sunday

Chillin at the crib, staying focused. Got my appointments for tomorrow written down and stoked about that.

Go Colts for beating the Jets.

The Saints just jumped onto of the vikings. So GO SAINTS, yes...

Watched the Lakers lose a close one to the Raptors.

Hanging with the roommates while watching the game.

I am happy about life.

I was super tipsy last night after leaving the HIGHLANDS.

I've been getting my cloud zone Cali on today.

This is a good year so far.

This will be a busy week. I'm looking for an assistant.

I found a new fighting game that has my attention GEARS OF WAR 2

More to come